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[♪ "Do It Like This" plays]

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[doorbell rings]

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[Grey] Before the 20th century,
drug safety studies were not required.

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[stammers, chuckles]

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What, did you come straight
from the airport?

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How was your flight?
And how's your brother?

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I'm sorry, I'm super tired.
Can we talk later?

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Yeah.

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[chuckles]
I thought you said you were tired.

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Yeah, too tired to talk.

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-Uh-huh.
-Mm-hmm.

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Uh-huh.

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Narcotics were sold over the counter.

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Teething babies were given serums laced
with morphine.

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A medicine for strep
was made with antifreeze

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Do you think that we should clean up
in case your aunt comes home?

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Don't worry about it.

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Mmm. I'm a little worried about it.

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-Are you having a good time?
-Yeah.

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Yeah?

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So don't stress.

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No one was responsible for distinguishing
between medicine that healed

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and medicine that harmed.

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Have fun with Mom, okay?
And I love you. Come here.

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-I love you.
-Bye, Daddy.

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Yeah.

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Um… Pizza's in the fridge
and laundry's in the dryer.

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Thanks. [sighs]
We'll call you in the morning.

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[Leo] I want that one.

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[Allison] Okay.

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Look, Mommy.

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All right.

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No one studied side effects
or adverse reactions.

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[whispering] The twins are fed,
changed and asleep.

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Did you sing them
"Twinkle, Twinkle" again?

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"Highway to Hell."

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Whatever works.

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Thank you for doing that.

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You need your rest
before your first official day back.

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[inhales, exhales deeply]

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You excited?

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I am. Yeah, I mean, it's a lot right now,

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with the kids, studying for exams
and being a fifth year,

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but it's only a few more months and…

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-I got this.
-You're like Wonder Woman.

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Can Wonder Woman deliver a baby
in under 60 seconds?

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-Damn.
-Yeah.

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No, forget Wonder Woman.

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-You're Dr. Jo Wilson.
-Mm-hmm.

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No, no, no, no, no, no.

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All you could do was roll the dice.

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[♪ song ends]

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Thanks again for letting me
crash at your place.

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Thank you for, um…

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You know.

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Uh, I would offer to host tonight,
but my nephew/roommate is partying

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and sleeping his way
through the intern class. [chuckles]

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That's great.

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Is everything okay?

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Uh… My ex wants to get lunch.

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That doesn't sound so bad.

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The last time this happened, she tried
to stop me from signing divorce papers.

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Wh-- Uh… She wanted to stay together?

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She didn't really want it to be her fault.
It, uh… it got messy at the end.

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Well, you don't have to get lunch.
You can just say no.

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I'm overreacting.
She probably just wants to convince me

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to send Zach to summer camp
or something. It'll be fine.

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-I'll find you later?
-Mm-hmm.

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[PA announcer] Dr. John to the ER.
Dr. Christopher John to the ER.

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[elevator bell dings]

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[♪ percussive music playing]

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Good morning.

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Are there security cameras in here?

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I don't think so.

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Yeah, okay. No kissing in the elevator.

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Probably shouldn't be kissing anywhere
in the hospital.

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What about on-call rooms?

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On-call rooms are fine if we lock the door

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and stagger our entrances and exits.

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Yeah, I'd say no flirting in public.

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And when I'm on your service, we should be
three feet apart and no eye contact.

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Won't that be a little weird?

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Then a professional amount of eye contact.

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Okay. Yeah.

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Uh, Dr. Ndugu, I will get
on pulling Mr. Azab's chest tube.

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Thank you, Dr. Millin.

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[PA announcer] Dr. Whiteway to front desk.
Dr. Preston Whiteway to front desk.

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[Bailey] Don't even think about it.

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I was, uh… I was just passing by.
Wanted to see how he was doing.

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You don't go anywhere
near patients, especially Quinn.

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Y-You don't even look
in his general direction.

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Look, I've already done a week of pre-ops.
Isn't that enough?

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You injected a man with a treatment
the FDA specifically said not to, so no.

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What can I do to change that?

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You can do what I tell you.

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[stammers]

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There are discharge summaries
with your name written all over them.

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-Mm-hmm.
-Go.

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Hey, um, when can I put him back
on regular service?

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Mmm. When I say so.

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Yeah, but we're stretched pretty thin.

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Oh. [stammers] Well, let me help. Um…

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Here, I can, uh, discharge
Quinn Durston myself.

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All right? So take that off your list.

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-Um… Whatever you say.
-[chuckles]

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[PA announcer] Dr. Burkhart to ortho.
Dr. Kim Burkhart to ortho.

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Good morning, Bailey.

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Were… Were you with my patient, Quinn?

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I consulted on his case earlier this year.
I thought I'd stop by and say hi.

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-He's a nice guy.
-Yeah.

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You, um,

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-want to fill me in on your secret?
-Secret?

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Oh, judging by
how his infection's healing,

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you worked some kind of miracle.

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Keep up the good work.

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[PA announcer 2] Dr. Peeka to the OR.
Dr. Peeka to the OR.

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…and that's why Josefa Ortiz de Domínguez
is one of Mexico's unsung heroes

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of the revolution.

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-Good morning, you two.
-Dr. Wilson. You're back.

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It's my first day back.

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Sorry for interrupting
the history lecture.

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She's already got our daughter
halfway to a PhD.

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Oh, she's a lucky girl
to have two professors as parents.

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She's our first kid.

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I'll lower my expectations
on the second or third.

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Let's get through this pregnancy first.

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So you've got abdominal pain,
nausea, vaginal bleeding.

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How long have you had
the shortness of breath?

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Since yesterday.

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A-At first I thought
it might just be the pregnancy.

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-Okay. May I?
-Mm-hmm.

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Okay.

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[patient winces]

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Is… Is our baby okay?

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Based on your high blood pressure,
I am concerned about preeclampsia.

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I'd like to get some more labs to be sure.

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-Is that bad? Can you fix it?
-Should I be scared?

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It's okay to be scared.

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Just know that I will be by your side
every step of the way,

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whatever it is, we will handle it.

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-Okay.
-[Wilson] Okay.

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I'll be back.

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-Hey, can I ask you something?
-Mm-hmm.

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You and Owen are divorced.
Do you get lunch?

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Mmm, not usually.

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He's divorced from you. Do you get lunch?

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No.

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-Should I be worried?
-About lunch?

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Dr. Shepherd? Paramedics called.

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They're bringing in a code stroke.
Female, 75.

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-Uh, hold that thought. How far out?
-Unloading now.

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They picked her up
around Lake Union slurring her words.

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Okay, notify CT. The patient
is gonna need a scan ASAP.

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And make sure
the endovascular lab is on standby.

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[Bryant] Okay.

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-[Shepherd] Oh, my God.
-[groaning]

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-[slurring] Owen, Owen.
-Oh, my God.

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-75-year-old female. She's been asking--
-Evelyn.

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-You know her?
-Page Owen Hunt.

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Is there a trauma injury?

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-[slurring] Owen?
-This is his mother.

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-Hey, Dr. Kwan.
-Hey.

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I was starting to think
that you've forgotten about us.

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No way. Uh, it's just been really busy,

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but I hear you're getting discharged.

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Yep, we're gonna go home,
get some rest, and then hit the road.

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First stop, Glacier National Park.

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You talked Logan into the trip?

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He's actually the one
that started planning it.

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I don't know what happened.
After my surgery,

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he became a regular John Muir.

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Who knows how long
those glaciers will be there, right?

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Hey, Mr. Durston.

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Uh, Dr. Kwan, I thought
you were supposed to be--

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I-I was just saying goodbye. Safe travels.

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Dr. Warren, his sats are at 93 on room air

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and heart rate is trending
to the low one hundreds.

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-What does that mean?
-It could be nothing,

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but we can't discharge your dad
until we check him out,

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so set up a chest X-ray and an EKG.

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It's just a few tests.
We'll be out of here soon.

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Um, are you gonna go with him, Dr. Kwan?

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Of course. Yeah, uh, I will update you
as soon as we know anything.

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Cool.

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Tonya Orvis, 56,
seven months post heart transplant.

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Admitted with shortness
of breath and chest pain.

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It's always good to see you,
but I'm sorry you're not feeling well.

188
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[groans] It's okay. I never feel well.

189
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Well, hopefully we can get
this figured out and that'll change.

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Can you make me a healthy 25-year-old
with big boobs and beachy waves?

191
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That's not technically my specialty.

192
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Then I think this is just
how I'm gonna feel.

193
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I'm running on a used engine.
What'd you expect?

194
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It's kind of a miracle.

195
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[stammers] I mean,
I've never had a heart transplant,

196
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but I would think
you'd feel better than before.

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-[scoffs, chuckling] You would think that.
-What's that supposed to mean?

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You're young, handsome.

199
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Give it 15 years, some hair loss
and 20 cholesterol points.

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Uh, let's send for a Prograf level,
CT and an EKG, all right?

201
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-We'll be back.
-Can't wait.

202
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-She is--
-Charming, and you'll love her.

203
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Evelyn, hey, it's Teddy. Owen's
on his way down. Hang in there. Anything?

204
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-DTRs 2  and equal bilaterally.
-It looks like you had a TIA,

205
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-which is a mini stroke.
-I know what it means.

206
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I may be old, but I'm still a nurse.

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[Evelyn, Shepherd chuckle]

208
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It's nice to see you though, dear.

209
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-How's that baby of yours?
-Five and full of energy.

210
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I came as fast as I could. Are you okay?
Any pain or dizziness?

211
00:10:14,781 --> 00:10:16,616
[chuckles] Oh, Lord. I'm fine.

212
00:10:16,699 --> 00:10:19,285
Just call my regular doctor.
No need to fuss.

213
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She's moving all her extremities.
No more facial drooping or slurring.

214
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It's likely a TIA.

215
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Atrial fibrillation on her EKG.
It's intermittent on the monitor.

216
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Have you had any heart palpitations
or felt your heart racing?

217
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-I don't think so.
-Okay, she needs a head CT, an echo,

218
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carotid duplexes,
and she needs to be admitted.

219
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-As in now.
-Owen, watch your tone.

220
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We've already ordered the CT and the echo.

221
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Once those are done,
we'll go from there, okay?

222
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Tell radiology that she has a history
of a triple-A.

223
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She should be near the front of the line.

224
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-They're waiting for her now.
-Okay.

225
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[PA announcer] Dr. Velhert to peds.
Dr. Mandy Velhert to peds.

226
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[stammers] What's going on? I told you
I would discharge Mr. Durston myself.

227
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Oncology needed the room
and his paperwork was in order,

228
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-so…
-[stammers]

229
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And I was just saying a quick goodbye
and then his sats dropped.

230
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Then you should have paged me.
Where are you taking him?

231
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Radiology. CT is waiting on us.

232
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Don't worry, they're doing a good job.

233
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[stammers] That may be,
but they have other things to do.

234
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I will take it from here.

235
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-You're taking him to CT?
-Yeah, you said it yourself.

236
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We're stretched thin.

237
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You said elevated liver enzymes,
low platelets and high LDH?

238
00:11:30,398 --> 00:11:32,233
[whimpers] We don't speak doctor.

239
00:11:32,317 --> 00:11:34,235
-Does that mean I have preeclampsia?
-Not exactly.

240
00:11:34,319 --> 00:11:38,114
Your lab results and physical exam
indicate something related.

241
00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:39,199
HELLP syndrome.

242
00:11:39,282 --> 00:11:40,700
That sounds worse.

243
00:11:41,201 --> 00:11:44,245
It is a rare pregnancy complication
of your blood and liver.

244
00:11:44,329 --> 00:11:46,039
So what do we do now? Give her medication?

245
00:11:46,122 --> 00:11:47,582
[monitor beeping]

246
00:11:47,665 --> 00:11:51,044
-What is that? What's happening?
-Your baby is in distress.

247
00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:53,713
Let's get you on your side
to see if that helps.

248
00:11:53,796 --> 00:11:56,799
[breathing heavily, whimpering]

249
00:11:56,883 --> 00:12:00,428
Okay, we need some help in here.
Okay, Irene, change of plan.

250
00:12:00,511 --> 00:12:02,513
The best way to take care of you
and your baby

251
00:12:02,597 --> 00:12:04,849
is to get you to the OR for a C-section.

252
00:12:04,933 --> 00:12:06,476
What… You're taking her now?

253
00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:08,728
I'm not… I'm not due
for another six weeks.

254
00:12:08,811 --> 00:12:10,897
Your baby is 34 weeks.
She should be just fine.

255
00:12:10,980 --> 00:12:14,525
We have an amazing NICU team, but we do
need to get her out as soon as possible.

256
00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:18,112
-You got this. I love you.
-I love you too.

257
00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:22,408
You have to make sure both
of them are okay, please.

258
00:12:22,492 --> 00:12:23,826
I'll do everything I can.

259
00:12:33,378 --> 00:12:34,379
Hey.

260
00:12:34,462 --> 00:12:37,340
I just did my first A-line
without supervision,

261
00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:38,883
and the patient is still alive.

262
00:12:38,967 --> 00:12:41,177
Do you want to go out to dinner?

263
00:12:41,261 --> 00:12:43,972
To celebrate.
I mean, last night was so fun,

264
00:12:44,055 --> 00:12:46,599
and the night before that
and twice the night before that.

265
00:12:46,683 --> 00:12:49,143
But don't you ever get hungry?

266
00:12:50,561 --> 00:12:51,688
Sounds great.

267
00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:52,772
[phone buzzes, beeps]

268
00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:54,440
Uh… Bailey.

269
00:12:55,358 --> 00:12:56,693
I'll see you tonight.

270
00:13:01,364 --> 00:13:02,532
I thought you were sad.

271
00:13:03,533 --> 00:13:05,535
-He found something to make him happy.
-Shut up.

272
00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:06,703
Trust me, no judgment here.

273
00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:09,789
You know, like, Millin's having,
like, a full-on affair with--

274
00:13:09,872 --> 00:13:12,208
Have you heard from your family?
Is your brother doing better?

275
00:13:12,292 --> 00:13:13,543
I'd rather not get into it.

276
00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,086
-[phone buzzes]
-[Kwan groans]

277
00:13:15,169 --> 00:13:17,839
It's the medical records office
with another dumb question

278
00:13:17,922 --> 00:13:19,632
on another dumb discharge summary.

279
00:13:20,591 --> 00:13:23,261
Should I just throw in the towel?
Become a mechanic?

280
00:13:23,344 --> 00:13:24,345
Yes.

281
00:13:24,429 --> 00:13:25,972
You don't know what's going on.

282
00:13:26,055 --> 00:13:27,307
Just speaking from the heart.

283
00:13:28,725 --> 00:13:29,726
[Kwan groans]

284
00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:38,901
No, no. They just finished imaging her.

285
00:13:38,985 --> 00:13:41,821
No, just hold tight, okay? I gotta go.

286
00:13:43,114 --> 00:13:46,242
Megan. She's trying to decide
if she needs to get on a plane.

287
00:13:46,826 --> 00:13:48,077
Does she need to get on a plane?

288
00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:51,205
Good news, imaging was negative,
so there's no active stroke.

289
00:13:51,289 --> 00:13:54,125
But we did see signs
of bilateral carotid stenosis,

290
00:13:54,208 --> 00:13:56,044
which is not unusual due to her history.

291
00:13:56,127 --> 00:13:59,297
I'm gonna start her on anticoagulants
to reduce risk of further strokes,

292
00:13:59,380 --> 00:14:01,507
and then we're just gonna keep
a really close eye on her.

293
00:14:01,591 --> 00:14:02,633
She's in good spirits.

294
00:14:02,717 --> 00:14:04,802
I'll give you an update
once she's settled in the room.

295
00:14:04,886 --> 00:14:05,887
Okay.

296
00:14:06,888 --> 00:14:10,141
I, uh… I can cancel my day
to help you out with whatever you need.

297
00:14:10,224 --> 00:14:13,394
-I mean, your mom, you.
-Yeah, you don't need to do that.

298
00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:17,148
-Are you sure? It is not a problem.
-I-I have it under control.

299
00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:20,443
Okay. Bye.

300
00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:23,196
[PA announcer] Dr. Bush to the NICU.
Dr. Justin Bush to the NICU.

301
00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:24,822
[baby crying]

302
00:14:27,241 --> 00:14:29,285
[Wilson] There she is. Cut the cord.

303
00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:33,748
Okay, sweet girl.

304
00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:36,626
Okay, hang two more units of blood.

305
00:14:36,709 --> 00:14:40,379
-I thought we called for backup.
-We did. Twice.

306
00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:42,465
Where the hell are they? More traction.

307
00:14:42,548 --> 00:14:44,509
Heard you needed hands. What do we have?

308
00:14:44,592 --> 00:14:47,512
Just delivered the baby
via crash C-section. Looks like HELLP.

309
00:14:47,595 --> 00:14:51,390
Based on her labs, the baby had prolonged
bradycardia, so we had to deliver.

310
00:14:51,474 --> 00:14:53,935
-Hell of a first day back.
-How much blood have you given?

311
00:14:54,977 --> 00:14:56,145
Three units.

312
00:14:56,229 --> 00:14:58,773
Need more lap pads. Send a TEG.

313
00:14:58,856 --> 00:15:00,942
Are you gonna help me
control the bleeding or not?

314
00:15:01,692 --> 00:15:03,444
Okay, take this.

315
00:15:03,986 --> 00:15:06,656
Suction. More lap pads.

316
00:15:17,125 --> 00:15:18,126
[sighs]

317
00:15:18,918 --> 00:15:21,921
-Hey, how was lunch?
-Hey. Uh, fine.

318
00:15:22,421 --> 00:15:24,799
We talked.
Actually, Celine did most of the talking,

319
00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:27,051
which is pretty typical for her.

320
00:15:27,135 --> 00:15:28,553
About Zachary or…

321
00:15:28,636 --> 00:15:31,430
-Um…
-I mean, you don't have to tell me.

322
00:15:31,514 --> 00:15:33,224
She's your co-parent.
It is not my business.

323
00:15:33,307 --> 00:15:35,893
-She wants to get back together.
-Oh.

324
00:15:35,977 --> 00:15:38,437
I didn't expect any of the words
that came out of her mouth,

325
00:15:38,521 --> 00:15:40,815
and I was going to wait
and talk to you about it tonight,

326
00:15:40,898 --> 00:15:43,151
but I don't want to
keep anything from you.

327
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:45,945
[stammers] Are you…

328
00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:49,031
-Do you want to get back together?
-No.

329
00:15:52,785 --> 00:15:54,954
I don't know. I don't think so.

330
00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:58,207
Can we go somewhere?

331
00:15:58,291 --> 00:16:01,878
-Talk about this, not in the hallway?
-I don't know what there is to talk about.

332
00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:05,089
I've never met Celine,
and I've never met Zachary.

333
00:16:05,173 --> 00:16:07,633
I-I mean, I don't even know
how long you guys have been divorced.

334
00:16:07,717 --> 00:16:10,386
-Nine months.
-That's not long.

335
00:16:10,887 --> 00:16:13,681
You know,
and we haven't really defined this thing,

336
00:16:13,764 --> 00:16:15,808
but I-I really don't get to weigh in.

337
00:16:15,892 --> 00:16:17,143
Amelia.

338
00:16:17,226 --> 00:16:19,270
I have this really important patient

339
00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,314
that I need to give all
of my attention to right now,

340
00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:23,107
so I'm going to focus on that.

341
00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:26,068
You just let me know what you decide.

342
00:16:28,863 --> 00:16:30,865
[CT machine whirring]

343
00:16:33,743 --> 00:16:34,744
-Hey.
-Hey.

344
00:16:34,827 --> 00:16:37,496
-I said I had this under control.
-Yeah, and I heard you.

345
00:16:37,580 --> 00:16:41,042
I'm not here to help.
I'm here on a wild goose chase.

346
00:16:41,125 --> 00:16:44,879
Novack-Myers wants their hydrogel back
since the FDA denied Quinn's request,

347
00:16:44,962 --> 00:16:47,840
but I can't find it
and no one knows where it is.

348
00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,175
Have you seen it?

349
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:52,595
We have a floor full of patients,
and you're looking for a vial?

350
00:16:52,678 --> 00:16:55,681
-It's worth a half million dollars.
-[stammers] Let it go.

351
00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:58,059
Our drug storage protocol
should be airtight.

352
00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:00,144
You think this is an acceptable way
to run a hospital?

353
00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:03,397
No, but look,
we're busier than we've been all year,

354
00:17:03,481 --> 00:17:05,483
and you are our chief resident.

355
00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:08,194
-Yeah, I know, I'm…
-You have to do triage,

356
00:17:08,277 --> 00:17:11,447
and if you do it right,
wild goose chase will not make the cut.

357
00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,242
Copy that.

358
00:17:15,993 --> 00:17:18,120
Pulmonary embolism
in the right lower lobe.

359
00:17:18,704 --> 00:17:20,206
Oh, no.

360
00:17:22,416 --> 00:17:23,417
Damn it.

361
00:17:25,461 --> 00:17:28,047
All right, let's get him
on a heparin drip.

362
00:17:28,130 --> 00:17:31,300
He is not going home today.

363
00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:33,886
-[rapid rhythmic beeping]
-[Helm] Still bleeding.

364
00:17:33,970 --> 00:17:36,806
-[Wilson] How many units have we used?
-[Millin] Eight so far. We need more laps.

365
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,849
[Helm] The TEG doesn't look good.
She's too unstable.

366
00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,101
We just need to stop the bleeding.

367
00:17:40,184 --> 00:17:41,978
No, I'm more worried
about correcting her acidosis,

368
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:43,229
and we maxed her out on pressors.

369
00:17:43,312 --> 00:17:46,023
Millin, what's the standard of care
for damage control in surgery?

370
00:17:46,107 --> 00:17:49,235
We pack the patient
and then we resuscitate her with IV fluids

371
00:17:49,318 --> 00:17:51,529
and blood products in the ICU,

372
00:17:51,612 --> 00:17:53,447
and then bring her back
to the OR once she's stable.

373
00:17:53,531 --> 00:17:54,532
[Helm] Okay, good. Wilson?

374
00:17:54,615 --> 00:17:56,409
[Wilson] No. No, no, no.
Something isn't right.

375
00:17:56,492 --> 00:18:00,538
-Was there something wrong with her labs?
-No, it's just… I just have this feeling.

376
00:18:00,621 --> 00:18:02,415
You said it yourself,
there's a lot of bleeding.

377
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:03,916
You just cut into her uterus
and pulled out a baby.

378
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,376
Of course there's a lot of blood.

379
00:18:05,459 --> 00:18:08,838
Wilson, she's too sick.
If we keep going, we will lose her.

380
00:18:11,048 --> 00:18:12,383
[beeping continues]

381
00:18:13,884 --> 00:18:15,678
Okay, let's get her to the ICU.

382
00:18:22,893 --> 00:18:27,189
That's precision.
I can tell you're an excellent surgeon.

383
00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:28,274
Okay, Mom.

384
00:18:28,357 --> 00:18:31,152
Okay. Ms. Hunt, you need anything at all,
you have me paged.

385
00:18:31,235 --> 00:18:33,529
-All right? Bye.
-Bye, Dr. Bryant.

386
00:18:34,405 --> 00:18:37,575
Okay, let's dial back on flirting
with the residents, please.

387
00:18:37,658 --> 00:18:38,743
You're no fun.

388
00:18:38,826 --> 00:18:41,162
-You've just had a stroke.
-A TIA.

389
00:18:41,746 --> 00:18:42,913
Barely counts.

390
00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:46,334
-Are you okay?
-I'm fine.

391
00:18:46,417 --> 00:18:47,752
[chuckles] Oh.

392
00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:50,171
You sound just like your father.

393
00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:53,758
That man kept everything inside
until the day he died.

394
00:18:54,634 --> 00:18:55,843
When you were six,

395
00:18:56,594 --> 00:18:59,930
there was a week where he seemed down.

396
00:19:01,265 --> 00:19:03,184
But he insisted he was fine.

397
00:19:04,060 --> 00:19:07,229
Then I ran into Sheila Skeeland
at the pharmacy, you remember her?

398
00:19:07,730 --> 00:19:09,106
Dad's secretary?

399
00:19:09,940 --> 00:19:15,613
She told me one of their co-workers
had keeled over dead,

400
00:19:16,364 --> 00:19:18,282
in your father's office.

401
00:19:18,366 --> 00:19:21,827
He did CPR for 20 minutes.

402
00:19:24,580 --> 00:19:26,957
I wish he would have told me things.

403
00:19:27,041 --> 00:19:29,502
You feel you would have known him
better if he'd let you in?

404
00:19:29,585 --> 00:19:30,878
[chuckles] Oh.

405
00:19:30,961 --> 00:19:33,339
I knew exactly who that man was.

406
00:19:34,340 --> 00:19:39,095
No, he would have felt better
if he'd let it out on a…

407
00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:40,971
[slurring]

408
00:19:42,932 --> 00:19:44,558
Owen. Owen.

409
00:19:45,059 --> 00:19:47,895
-Code stroke. Code stroke in 3121.
-[beeping]

410
00:19:47,978 --> 00:19:49,146
-Mom, it's okay.
-Owen.

411
00:19:49,230 --> 00:19:52,358
-Hey, hey. It's okay. I'm here. It's okay.
-Owen.

412
00:19:52,983 --> 00:19:54,110
[groaning]

413
00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:02,076
[PA announcer]
Dr. Viola to the psych ward.

414
00:20:02,159 --> 00:20:04,245
Dr. Margaret Viola to the psych ward.

415
00:20:05,621 --> 00:20:07,915
Just finished my laminectomy.

416
00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:11,794
-Have you eaten anything?
-Uh… No time.

417
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:14,630
I'm trying to figure out
why my patient is circling the drain.

418
00:20:15,423 --> 00:20:16,966
You want to bounce ideas?

419
00:20:18,175 --> 00:20:22,888
I know slightly more than nothing
about differential diagnoses with HELLP.

420
00:20:22,972 --> 00:20:24,598
All her labs point to HELLP syndrome,

421
00:20:24,682 --> 00:20:27,476
but after I did the crash C-section,
she never stopped bleeding.

422
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:29,311
Maybe she just needs
more time to resuscitate.

423
00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:30,813
[sighs] You sound like Helm.

424
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:33,816
She was with me in the OR.
I'm pretty sure she thinks I've lost it.

425
00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:38,070
-Is that your patient?
-Irene.

426
00:20:38,154 --> 00:20:41,323
Her wife keeps running back and forth
between here and the NICU.

427
00:20:42,825 --> 00:20:43,826
Hmm.

428
00:20:45,411 --> 00:20:48,080
Tell her to take the stairs
by the vending machines.

429
00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:50,499
There's fewer people,
plus you avoid that chatty nurse.

430
00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:53,043
Can I bring you a sandwich?

431
00:20:53,127 --> 00:20:54,628
No, I'm going to keep working.

432
00:20:56,505 --> 00:20:59,800
-You need to eat.
-I need to… figure this out.

433
00:21:02,762 --> 00:21:03,763
Are you okay?

434
00:21:04,597 --> 00:21:07,892
I'm just worried about my patient.
I will talk to you later.

435
00:21:09,351 --> 00:21:10,394
-Okay.
-Okay.

436
00:21:17,443 --> 00:21:21,405
[PA announcer] Dr. Anezi to ortho.
Dr. Ali Anezi to ortho.

437
00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:23,574
Tonya.

438
00:21:25,159 --> 00:21:28,704
-It's Dr. Adams.
-I'm in the middle of something.

439
00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:31,165
-Is this important?
-Uh, yeah.

440
00:21:31,248 --> 00:21:32,917
[stammers] Yeah, kinda.

441
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:34,168
[sighs]

442
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:40,007
Dr. Ndugu asked me to take your blood.
Sorry to interrupt your, uh…

443
00:21:40,090 --> 00:21:42,384
I was practicing for when I'm dead.

444
00:21:43,010 --> 00:21:44,136
Okay.

445
00:21:44,762 --> 00:21:48,724
I know there's no skill involved,
I just get panic attacks sometimes.

446
00:21:49,225 --> 00:21:52,061
Pretending I'm dead helps me remember
there's nothing to worry about.

447
00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:53,479
I'll be dead.

448
00:21:53,562 --> 00:21:56,524
I think you'll live another 15 or 20 years
with this heart.

449
00:21:57,942 --> 00:21:59,902
Or I could be hit by a bus tomorrow.

450
00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,154
Wait. This isn't even about your heart?

451
00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:03,280
I'm a pragmatist.

452
00:22:03,364 --> 00:22:05,032
Yeah, I don't think
that's what that means.

453
00:22:05,115 --> 00:22:07,159
Whatever it is, works for me.

454
00:22:07,243 --> 00:22:08,410
Does it?

455
00:22:08,494 --> 00:22:09,537
You don't know me.

456
00:22:09,620 --> 00:22:12,873
No, but I know
that life is mostly a nightmare.

457
00:22:12,957 --> 00:22:16,001
And you can choose to fixate on it
and be miserable,

458
00:22:16,085 --> 00:22:18,546
or you can ignore it,

459
00:22:18,629 --> 00:22:20,506
-and have fun.
-[scoffs]

460
00:22:20,589 --> 00:22:23,259
I'm in a hospital.
How am I supposed to have a good time?

461
00:22:23,342 --> 00:22:26,512
Well, the gift shop. It has these puzzles.

462
00:22:26,595 --> 00:22:29,849
And sometimes, the kids from Peds,
they like to prank call the front desk.

463
00:22:29,932 --> 00:22:30,933
So that's fun.

464
00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:33,352
And Andy, the nurse,

465
00:22:34,019 --> 00:22:35,855
single, ready to mingle.

466
00:22:35,938 --> 00:22:37,231
I'll get right on it.

467
00:22:37,314 --> 00:22:40,484
Oh, at least order the pancakes
from the cafeteria tomorrow morning.

468
00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:42,152
They're surprisingly good.

469
00:22:43,654 --> 00:22:44,864
Are you done?

470
00:22:45,573 --> 00:22:47,241
Yeah. Yeah, I am.

471
00:22:48,576 --> 00:22:49,618
[Tonya sighs]

472
00:22:50,619 --> 00:22:52,705
-[CT machine whirring]
-[Shepherd] What happened?

473
00:22:52,788 --> 00:22:55,207
She started slurring her speech
and lost mobility in her left side.

474
00:22:55,291 --> 00:22:57,001
She became obtunded, so we intubated.

475
00:22:57,084 --> 00:22:58,335
Owen, you should not be in here.

476
00:22:58,419 --> 00:22:59,795
I'm not going anywhere.

477
00:23:00,462 --> 00:23:01,630
There. Do you see that?

478
00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:04,216
A clot in the first segment
of the middle cerebral artery.

479
00:23:04,300 --> 00:23:06,552
We're lucky that you were with her,
and that you caught it right away.

480
00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:09,013
This stroke has a high rate of mortality.

481
00:23:09,096 --> 00:23:11,557
-Should we push thrombolytics?
-Well, she's already on anticoagulation.

482
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:13,434
Our best bet is to remove it.

483
00:23:13,517 --> 00:23:16,353
Why don't you prep
for an endovascular thrombectomy.

484
00:23:19,189 --> 00:23:20,649
I will take care of her like she's my own.

485
00:23:22,026 --> 00:23:23,694
I checked her chart on her way up.

486
00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:27,573
She hasn't updated her advanced directive
in over a decade.

487
00:23:27,656 --> 00:23:31,744
Do you know if her wishes would've changed
if anything were to happen?

488
00:23:31,827 --> 00:23:33,203
I'm not worried. It's you.

489
00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:37,708
-With the carotid stenosis--
-Get in there and do what you need to do.

490
00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:39,793
-We need to prepare for the worst--
-We're losing time!

491
00:23:40,794 --> 00:23:43,005
I will call you with updates.

492
00:23:50,554 --> 00:23:54,224
Helm wanted you
to see Irene's latest ABG results.

493
00:23:54,308 --> 00:23:57,227
Her labs are improving.
That's good, right?

494
00:23:57,311 --> 00:23:59,313
Except her hemoglobin is still dropping.

495
00:23:59,396 --> 00:24:00,731
She's still bleeding.

496
00:24:00,814 --> 00:24:02,942
Could it be dilutional?

497
00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:05,152
I don't know. I just… I…

498
00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:08,197
I think it might not be HELLP.

499
00:24:09,907 --> 00:24:12,117
Maybe she just needs more time?

500
00:24:12,201 --> 00:24:13,702
If the bleeding's not coming
from her uterus,

501
00:24:13,786 --> 00:24:15,120
she may not have time. So I…

502
00:24:16,997 --> 00:24:20,376
I-I think that we go back into the OR
and we find the source.

503
00:24:21,669 --> 00:24:25,172
Or w-we could get a scan first?

504
00:24:25,255 --> 00:24:26,465
[rapid beeping]

505
00:24:26,548 --> 00:24:27,841
She's crashing.

506
00:24:28,425 --> 00:24:30,344
Change of plans. I'm reopening her here.

507
00:24:30,427 --> 00:24:32,972
Uh… Hold on. Let me page Helm.

508
00:24:33,055 --> 00:24:34,974
Do whatever you need to do,
but Irene can't wait.

509
00:24:35,057 --> 00:24:36,642
I need a cut down tray!

510
00:24:38,519 --> 00:24:39,895
[rapid beeping continues]

511
00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:49,363
Uh. You know, you gotta jump

512
00:24:49,446 --> 00:24:52,408
a millisecond after it feels
like it's a little too late. Now.

513
00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:55,327
Doctors play video games?

514
00:24:55,411 --> 00:24:57,371
Oh. Surgeons have dexterity, bro.

515
00:24:58,330 --> 00:24:59,915
Uh, do you have Quinn's results?

516
00:24:59,999 --> 00:25:04,503
Uh. Your dad has a pulmonary embolism.
It's a small blood clot in his lungs.

517
00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,338
We'll give him medicine to clear it up.

518
00:25:06,422 --> 00:25:08,298
I-I know. He's had one before.

519
00:25:08,382 --> 00:25:11,719
Um, wh-when is the experimental drug
supposed to start working?

520
00:25:12,386 --> 00:25:13,637
There must be some confusion.

521
00:25:13,721 --> 00:25:15,723
Your dad didn't end up
getting the experimental drug.

522
00:25:15,806 --> 00:25:19,643
[stammers] Dr. Bailey said he did.
The FDA or whatever changed their mind.

523
00:25:21,061 --> 00:25:22,062
[Kwan] Hmm.

524
00:25:23,105 --> 00:25:25,441
-Can you excuse us for a minute?
-Yeah.

525
00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:32,573
[clears throat]
You know anything about this?

526
00:25:33,490 --> 00:25:34,742
You should talk to Dr. Bailey.

527
00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:37,953
I don't see anything in his chart.
Should I update it?

528
00:25:38,037 --> 00:25:41,582
Just record the PE. I'll talk
to Dr. Bailey about the oversight.

529
00:25:41,665 --> 00:25:43,959
And you, stay the hell out of this case.

530
00:25:53,594 --> 00:25:55,596
[rhythmic beeping]

531
00:25:58,807 --> 00:26:01,518
What happened? Did she throw another clot?

532
00:26:04,605 --> 00:26:06,190
I can't operate on Owen's mom.

533
00:26:06,273 --> 00:26:08,776
If anything happens to her,
he will never forgive me.

534
00:26:08,859 --> 00:26:11,570
You can ask someone else to do it,
he'll understand.

535
00:26:11,653 --> 00:26:14,531
If she loses all cognitive function
on someone else's table,

536
00:26:14,615 --> 00:26:15,783
I'll never forgive myself.

537
00:26:19,328 --> 00:26:20,579
She and my mom are a lot alike.

538
00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:24,500
You know, both military nurses
and raised kids on their own.

539
00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:29,588
But I had a… [exhales]
…a complicated relationship with my mom.

540
00:26:29,671 --> 00:26:32,382
So, having Evelyn
as a mother-in-law kinda…

541
00:26:33,801 --> 00:26:35,302
you know, felt like a second chance.

542
00:26:35,385 --> 00:26:36,637
Hmm.

543
00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:38,430
You know what she'd say right now?

544
00:26:38,514 --> 00:26:41,308
[chuckles] "Suck it up and get in there."

545
00:26:41,391 --> 00:26:42,559
[chuckles]

546
00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:44,144
And she'd be right.

547
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:46,730
You can do this.

548
00:26:51,568 --> 00:26:54,154
Feel free to say no,
but can I go in there with you?

549
00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:56,615
Of course.

550
00:27:03,413 --> 00:27:04,873
What the hell are you doing?

551
00:27:04,957 --> 00:27:07,000
She was about to code.
I had to open her up.

552
00:27:07,084 --> 00:27:09,586
[Helm] She's probably bleeding
from the uterine incision.

553
00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,589
She's not.
She's bleeding from somewhere else.

554
00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:16,176
-Oh, my God.
-Ultrasound.

555
00:27:27,229 --> 00:27:29,064
-[Helm] Holy hell!
-[Millin] Whoa.

556
00:27:30,774 --> 00:27:33,610
There. She's bleeding from the liver.

557
00:27:33,694 --> 00:27:36,655
She has a hemorrhage from a ruptured
liver mass, probably an adenoma.

558
00:27:36,738 --> 00:27:38,532
So the bleed was coming
from the mass the whole time?

559
00:27:39,366 --> 00:27:40,617
You were right.

560
00:27:40,701 --> 00:27:44,246
We need to embolize it in the IR suite.
Millin, inform her wife.

561
00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:46,707
[pants] Are you two with me?

562
00:27:46,790 --> 00:27:47,958
[Helm] Let's pack and go.

563
00:27:55,173 --> 00:27:56,174
[scoffs]

564
00:27:56,258 --> 00:28:00,512
You know it's a bad day when I'm having
my morning green juice after 3:00 p.m.

565
00:28:00,596 --> 00:28:02,681
Did you give Quinn Durston
the experimental hydrogel

566
00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:04,266
without the FDA's approval?

567
00:28:05,309 --> 00:28:06,310
No.

568
00:28:07,185 --> 00:28:08,979
-Did Kwan?
-[sighs]

569
00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:12,482
Yeah, that's why
he's been doing paperwork all week.

570
00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:14,151
Miranda, you lied to my face.

571
00:28:14,234 --> 00:28:18,322
No, no, no.
I'm trying to protect you. Right?

572
00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:20,782
-Keep you out of it.
-Yeah, well, he's my patient too now.

573
00:28:20,866 --> 00:28:25,829
We are supposed to report the PE
to the IRB and the clinical trial sponsor…

574
00:28:25,913 --> 00:28:26,914
This could blow up.

575
00:28:26,997 --> 00:28:28,790
I know that.

576
00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:32,336
Okay, look.

577
00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:34,880
It wasn't you,
so you could tell them that Kwan--

578
00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:37,382
No, I'm not turning Kwan in.

579
00:28:37,925 --> 00:28:41,762
Okay, he was… he was just trying to help,
and we had a treatment that could.

580
00:28:41,845 --> 00:28:44,014
How many times you been on my case
about going rogue?

581
00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:45,098
That's just it, right?

582
00:28:45,182 --> 00:28:49,102
We've all done things we shouldn't have,
but we're still here.

583
00:28:49,186 --> 00:28:50,187
[scoffs]

584
00:28:50,270 --> 00:28:55,025
Look, he's paying for his mistake
with notes and-and-and orders.

585
00:28:55,108 --> 00:28:56,777
It doesn't need to upend his training.

586
00:28:56,860 --> 00:28:58,904
You could get fined, lose your license.

587
00:28:58,987 --> 00:29:00,989
It's way less likely
to happen to me than him.

588
00:29:03,367 --> 00:29:04,368
I hope you're right.

589
00:29:09,873 --> 00:29:12,167
[mumbling]

590
00:29:13,543 --> 00:29:15,921
-[Shepherd] Advancing the catheter.
-[Bryant] What kind of nurse was Ms. Hunt?

591
00:29:16,004 --> 00:29:17,965
She was a scrub nurse in Vietnam.

592
00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:19,049
[Bryant] That tracks.

593
00:29:19,132 --> 00:29:22,177
Yeah, she seems like a hospital corners,
count the instruments kind of gal.

594
00:29:22,260 --> 00:29:23,261
[Shepherd] Very much so.

595
00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:25,722
All right. Push the contrast. Fluoro.

596
00:29:28,392 --> 00:29:32,020
Damn it. The carotid is narrower
than it looked on the scans.

597
00:29:32,104 --> 00:29:34,272
Yeah, it looks 100% blocked on the left.

598
00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:36,566
Does that mean you can't get the clot?

599
00:29:36,650 --> 00:29:37,859
I can do it.

600
00:29:37,943 --> 00:29:39,653
But if I knock
against the wall of the artery,

601
00:29:39,736 --> 00:29:41,863
I could shower blood clots into her brain.

602
00:29:41,947 --> 00:29:43,740
When will we address the stenosis?

603
00:29:43,824 --> 00:29:45,742
I could do a carotid endarterectomy

604
00:29:45,826 --> 00:29:47,911
when she's recovered
from the thrombectomy.

605
00:29:47,995 --> 00:29:49,329
Someone get Dr. Hunt on the phone.

606
00:29:50,914 --> 00:29:52,290
[phone rings]

607
00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:55,210
How's it going? Do you have a clear path?

608
00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:57,004
[Shepherd]
The stenosis is worse than expected.

609
00:29:57,087 --> 00:29:59,423
It's about 95% occluded on the right side.

610
00:29:59,506 --> 00:30:00,966
-But I can make it work.
-Okay.

611
00:30:01,049 --> 00:30:02,467
[Hunt] So what are you gonna do
about the stenosis?

612
00:30:02,551 --> 00:30:03,760
Teddy and I just talked it through.

613
00:30:03,844 --> 00:30:05,887
Her brain tissue is
too unstable right now.

614
00:30:05,971 --> 00:30:07,889
I could do an endarterectomy
in a few weeks.

615
00:30:07,973 --> 00:30:10,726
A few weeks? She'll have more strokes.

616
00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:12,185
Can we place the stent now?

617
00:30:12,269 --> 00:30:15,439
That would increase her risk
of converting to a hemorrhagic stroke.

618
00:30:15,522 --> 00:30:17,190
I think that's a risk we need to take.

619
00:30:17,816 --> 00:30:19,026
Owen, we've already lost a lot of time.

620
00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:20,944
This is my recommendation.
It's too dangerous.

621
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:23,113
If she has more strokes,
she'll lose even more brain tissue.

622
00:30:23,196 --> 00:30:25,866
And if I placed the stent
and it becomes hemorrhagic, she could die.

623
00:30:25,949 --> 00:30:27,993
I know my mom, okay?

624
00:30:29,244 --> 00:30:30,954
And she would rather die on that table

625
00:30:31,038 --> 00:30:33,290
than to live every day
with the risk of a massive stroke

626
00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:35,208
taking away her independence.

627
00:30:35,876 --> 00:30:37,586
Amelia, I know what I'm asking you to do.

628
00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:39,921
And if anything happens,
it's on me, not you.

629
00:30:44,885 --> 00:30:45,886
Okay. I'll do it.

630
00:30:47,596 --> 00:30:49,306
Okay, everybody. We've got to move.

631
00:30:49,389 --> 00:30:51,892
I'm going to perform the thrombectomy
and place the stent.

632
00:30:51,975 --> 00:30:54,644
I know I said this was a bad idea before,
but we need to forget that.

633
00:30:54,728 --> 00:30:56,480
If we're going to do this,
we need to operate

634
00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:57,814
as though we cannot fail.

635
00:30:57,898 --> 00:30:59,691
-[Griffith] I'm with you.
-[Bryant] We got your back.

636
00:30:59,775 --> 00:31:00,942
[Shepherd sighs]

637
00:31:01,568 --> 00:31:02,944
Aspiration catheter.

638
00:31:03,028 --> 00:31:05,489
[♪ soft music playing]

639
00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:24,257
♪ Caught in a moment ♪

640
00:31:26,635 --> 00:31:29,596
♪ A door that was closing on me ♪

641
00:31:31,348 --> 00:31:33,642
♪ I didn't notice ♪

642
00:31:35,769 --> 00:31:37,854
♪ Oh, I didn't notice ♪

643
00:31:40,482 --> 00:31:42,526
♪ All of it faded ♪

644
00:31:44,820 --> 00:31:47,322
♪ Shifting and changing ♪

645
00:31:49,533 --> 00:31:51,576
♪ I didn't notice ♪

646
00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:56,039
♪ Wish that I noticed ♪

647
00:31:57,666 --> 00:31:59,626
♪ Oh ♪

648
00:32:02,045 --> 00:32:03,922
♪ Oh ♪

649
00:32:06,633 --> 00:32:08,510
♪ Oh ♪

650
00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,769
♪ Wait now ♪

651
00:32:18,436 --> 00:32:22,399
♪ One more second to touchdown ♪

652
00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:26,736
♪ Call my name, say it out loud… ♪

653
00:32:26,820 --> 00:32:28,905
[rapid beeping]

654
00:32:33,243 --> 00:32:35,203
-[beeping continues]
-I need you to jump in.

655
00:32:35,287 --> 00:32:36,997
What the hell happened?
I was just talking to her.

656
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,166
-Adams, get in here right now. Come on.
-Okay.

657
00:32:46,506 --> 00:32:47,883
[door opens]

658
00:32:49,509 --> 00:32:51,803
-Is she…
-She's headed to recovery.

659
00:32:51,887 --> 00:32:53,013
[sighs]

660
00:32:53,096 --> 00:32:59,186
♪ Wake up
Call my name, say it out loud ♪

661
00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:03,732
♪ So I can still turn around ♪

662
00:33:11,656 --> 00:33:12,657
[Spencer] Hey.

663
00:33:14,201 --> 00:33:17,370
-What sounds better, burgers or Thai?
-Neither.

664
00:33:17,454 --> 00:33:19,414
I just lost a patient.

665
00:33:20,916 --> 00:33:23,210
Sudden cardiac death
from transplant rejection.

666
00:33:23,293 --> 00:33:24,753
Oh.

667
00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:28,465
I'm so sorry.
Do you want to go back to your place?

668
00:33:29,090 --> 00:33:31,051
I need to get caught up on notes.

669
00:33:33,929 --> 00:33:36,223
Don't waste your time. He's using you.

670
00:33:36,306 --> 00:33:38,225
[♪ "Flicker" plays]

671
00:33:43,104 --> 00:33:44,397
We've all been there.

672
00:33:45,398 --> 00:33:46,399
It sucks.

673
00:33:46,483 --> 00:33:50,946
♪ Show me the light
You flickering darkness ♪

674
00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:53,740
How is she doing?

675
00:33:54,366 --> 00:33:55,992
Stable. She's tough.

676
00:33:56,618 --> 00:33:58,536
-And how are you doing?
-I'm fine.

677
00:33:58,620 --> 00:34:00,580
Apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

678
00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:02,540
[chuckles] She says that I'm like my dad.

679
00:34:03,166 --> 00:34:05,460
That may be true,
but you're also a lot like her.

680
00:34:07,003 --> 00:34:08,296
All right, Evelyn.

681
00:34:08,380 --> 00:34:11,341
We have started to wean you off sedation.

682
00:34:11,424 --> 00:34:12,801
Let's see how you're doing.

683
00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:18,848
♪ Holding my ground
With my back to the wall ♪

684
00:34:20,558 --> 00:34:22,143
Okay, please squeeze my fingers.

685
00:34:22,227 --> 00:34:26,898
♪ Flying birds scraping heaven ♪

686
00:34:26,982 --> 00:34:30,819
♪ They are leading me home ♪

687
00:34:32,612 --> 00:34:34,781
[gasps, chuckles]

688
00:34:34,864 --> 00:34:36,825
-[chuckles]
-Excellent work, Evelyn.

689
00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:39,995
♪ Show me the light
You flickering darkness ♪

690
00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,288
Okay.

691
00:34:44,791 --> 00:34:47,502
I'll let her rest
and then we'll wean her off some more.

692
00:34:47,585 --> 00:34:48,586
-Thank you.
-Of course.

693
00:34:48,670 --> 00:34:49,671
Not just for that.

694
00:34:50,213 --> 00:34:53,258
I know I pushed you to take a risk
that you weren't comfortable with.

695
00:34:53,341 --> 00:34:54,843
You were right.

696
00:34:56,386 --> 00:34:57,804
It was worth it.

697
00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:05,353
♪ Holding my ground
With my back to the wall ♪

698
00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:23,538
It's been a really long day.
I almost lost a patient.

699
00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:24,956
Can we just--

700
00:35:33,006 --> 00:35:34,215
Welcome home.

701
00:35:35,050 --> 00:35:37,260
Can I crawl into bed with my shoes on?

702
00:35:38,386 --> 00:35:40,639
As long as you don't mess up the laundry.

703
00:35:40,722 --> 00:35:41,723
[song ends]

704
00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:42,807
[sighs]

705
00:35:43,391 --> 00:35:44,809
Did your patient, uh…

706
00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:48,104
[sighs] It wasn't HELLP.

707
00:35:48,188 --> 00:35:50,649
It was a ruptured hepatic adenoma.

708
00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:54,486
We embolized. She's in recovery.

709
00:35:55,654 --> 00:35:58,156
That's great. You were right.

710
00:35:59,282 --> 00:36:00,450
Yeah.

711
00:36:02,369 --> 00:36:03,620
Hey.

712
00:36:04,204 --> 00:36:08,792
Listen, you saved a mom and her baby,
and honestly, the other mom too.

713
00:36:08,875 --> 00:36:11,461
That family is going to be just fine.

714
00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:14,047
Maybe.

715
00:36:15,090 --> 00:36:19,886
Or… maybe months from now,
Irene will still panic

716
00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:22,347
when she feels pain in her side, or…

717
00:36:23,932 --> 00:36:27,602
feel terrified
when she gets a headache, or…

718
00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:38,863
hate herself
when she looks at her daughter

719
00:36:39,781 --> 00:36:43,159
and all she can think about
is the time that she almost died.

720
00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:45,912
[exhales heavily] Oh. Is this…

721
00:36:46,788 --> 00:36:47,789
Jo.

722
00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:51,626
I had no idea.
Why didn't you say anything?

723
00:36:51,710 --> 00:36:55,755
I just wanted to move on.
I didn't want to worry you.

724
00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:58,842
I really love our girls.

725
00:36:58,925 --> 00:37:00,719
Oh, I know. I know.

726
00:37:01,636 --> 00:37:02,846
Of course you do.

727
00:37:03,722 --> 00:37:05,974
[Wilson sobs]

728
00:37:20,238 --> 00:37:21,239
Hey.

729
00:37:22,157 --> 00:37:23,616
Sorry, I-I don't want to bother you.

730
00:37:23,700 --> 00:37:25,702
I just wanted to see
how she was doing before I left.

731
00:37:25,785 --> 00:37:30,039
She's slowly coming off sedation,
and responding to basic commands.

732
00:37:30,665 --> 00:37:31,666
Great.

733
00:37:33,418 --> 00:37:36,212
If you need anything,
just… just let me know.

734
00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:39,549
Would you want to sit with us
for a little while?

735
00:37:40,759 --> 00:37:43,052
I'm sure she's sick of the sound
of my voice by now.

736
00:37:43,136 --> 00:37:44,179
[both chuckle]

737
00:37:45,138 --> 00:37:46,639
Yeah. Yeah, sure.

738
00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:51,269
I've got some time
before the nanny has to leave.

739
00:37:51,352 --> 00:37:52,479
Yeah.

740
00:37:55,148 --> 00:37:58,610
[Grey] Recommendations, rules, guidelines.

741
00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:02,030
Ideally, they exist to save you
from unnecessary pain.

742
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:12,540
♪ If it's falling out of place ♪

743
00:38:17,003 --> 00:38:19,756
[Grey] Have fun,
and stay safe while doing it.

744
00:38:26,346 --> 00:38:29,474
[breathes heavily]

745
00:38:29,557 --> 00:38:31,726
A-Are you using me?

746
00:38:32,936 --> 00:38:35,188
What? Why would you just say that?

747
00:38:35,271 --> 00:38:39,025
You were gone for three weeks to take care
of your brother, who's in a coma.

748
00:38:39,108 --> 00:38:40,527
-Yeah?
-You haven't said a word.

749
00:38:40,610 --> 00:38:41,903
You just wanna hook up.

750
00:38:41,986 --> 00:38:44,948
And I'm not looking for more than that,
but I… care.

751
00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:46,366
I want to know
what's going on in your life.

752
00:38:46,449 --> 00:38:49,410
I want to know you're okay.

753
00:38:49,494 --> 00:38:53,748
It's not you. It's just I'm not ready
to talk about my brother to anyone.

754
00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:58,169
But when the time comes, you'll be
the first person I dump my trauma on.

755
00:38:58,253 --> 00:38:59,254
Deal?

756
00:38:59,921 --> 00:39:00,922
Deal.

757
00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:05,635
[grunts]

758
00:39:05,718 --> 00:39:06,719
[chuckles]

759
00:39:08,137 --> 00:39:10,223
[Grey]
But rules only work if you follow them.

760
00:39:14,227 --> 00:39:18,606
[panting] I wish I'd kissed you

761
00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:21,609
that night in med school.

762
00:39:21,693 --> 00:39:24,696
[panting]

763
00:39:27,156 --> 00:39:28,616
Did you run here?

764
00:39:28,700 --> 00:39:31,119
[laughs] Yeah.

765
00:39:31,202 --> 00:39:35,206
I, uh… I might have looked for you
in, like, three other places.

766
00:39:40,795 --> 00:39:43,715
Don't go back to Celine.

767
00:39:44,340 --> 00:39:45,466
I know it's complicated.

768
00:39:46,175 --> 00:39:48,386
You've got Zach,
and you've got years of memories

769
00:39:48,469 --> 00:39:49,721
that will always be with you,

770
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:54,183
and it probably seems
like the easier, safer option.

771
00:39:54,809 --> 00:39:56,311
But that doesn't mean it's better.

772
00:39:57,854 --> 00:40:00,899
You had your reasons for leaving.

773
00:40:00,982 --> 00:40:04,235
And they're not going to go away
just because you decide to start over.

774
00:40:06,195 --> 00:40:07,780
Probably not.

775
00:40:07,864 --> 00:40:10,366
And you and I are so new,
we don't even know what we are.

776
00:40:10,450 --> 00:40:12,118
Yeah.

777
00:40:12,201 --> 00:40:14,495
But what I do know
is we're great together.

778
00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:17,957
And we've known each other
and liked each other

779
00:40:18,917 --> 00:40:20,335
since before you met Celine.

780
00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:23,254
That's got to count for something.

781
00:40:25,423 --> 00:40:26,716
It counts for a lot.

782
00:40:27,592 --> 00:40:28,593
Good.

783
00:40:29,886 --> 00:40:32,180
Because this isn't just a crush anymore.

784
00:40:33,097 --> 00:40:34,098
No?

785
00:40:36,684 --> 00:40:37,685
Not for me.

786
00:40:38,603 --> 00:40:40,980
[Grey] And sometimes the rules
you've been following

787
00:40:41,606 --> 00:40:43,149
turn out to be flawed.

788
00:40:43,232 --> 00:40:45,568
♪ Carry on ♪

789
00:40:45,652 --> 00:40:46,819
[Grey] All bets are off.

790
00:40:47,487 --> 00:40:49,030
Dr. Bailey.

791
00:40:51,074 --> 00:40:52,784
Warren knows.

792
00:40:52,867 --> 00:40:54,410
Yeah, you're a few hours too late.

793
00:40:54,494 --> 00:40:56,371
-Is he going to turn me in?
-No.

794
00:40:57,205 --> 00:40:58,748
He understands. But…

795
00:40:59,582 --> 00:41:01,834
And between you and me, he doesn't
want to sleep on the couch tonight.

796
00:41:01,918 --> 00:41:03,169
[chuckles]

797
00:41:04,712 --> 00:41:09,467
Um… Look, I know I went rogue again,
and I know that I should be fired.

798
00:41:09,550 --> 00:41:12,637
But if I haven't already said it,
thank you.

799
00:41:13,888 --> 00:41:17,183
It's going to take a minute
before I can look at you

800
00:41:17,266 --> 00:41:19,936
without blinding anger.

801
00:41:20,728 --> 00:41:21,729
Dr. Bailey.

802
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:22,814
[stammers]

803
00:41:23,314 --> 00:41:24,315
Thank you.

804
00:41:24,399 --> 00:41:26,609
Just get some rest. [chuckles]

805
00:41:27,110 --> 00:41:30,571
So sorry it took me so long
to answer your page.

806
00:41:30,655 --> 00:41:32,448
It's been one of those days.

807
00:41:36,035 --> 00:41:37,495
Uh, something wrong?

808
00:41:37,578 --> 00:41:42,959
Spencer came to see me this afternoon
about Quinn Durston's PE.

809
00:41:43,042 --> 00:41:47,213
She… [scoffs] …never should've
bothered you with that. Uh…

810
00:41:47,296 --> 00:41:49,966
I'll make sure
she knows you're not on the team,

811
00:41:50,049 --> 00:41:52,343
you-you just consulted that one time.

812
00:41:52,427 --> 00:41:53,636
Oh, she knows.

813
00:41:53,720 --> 00:41:57,015
She was following protocol,
so I could report the complications

814
00:41:57,098 --> 00:41:59,642
to the IRB and the FDA,

815
00:41:59,726 --> 00:42:02,937
since Quinn was given
an experimental treatment.

816
00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:06,816
-Okay, I can explain.
-I hope so.

817
00:42:06,899 --> 00:42:09,986
The institutional review board
will want every detail.

818
00:42:10,862 --> 00:42:12,697
They're launching an investigation.

819
00:42:13,448 --> 00:42:15,491
[Grey] You're completely on your own.


